Why Turns Sadness

Why turns sadness on me?

When I am free

And independent

At present

The spring gas sent some changes

I shall manage

It’s color with an age

With the honor

and secure the place

I love holidays

as they show ways

In leisure time

you also can try sometime

I am one of those

Who has chosen?

No time limit is set for the goal

But I consistently responded to the call

Let us see how far it pays

And stays

with the luck in favor

I take it as the strong sign of the future

Despite all these

I have a simple choice

I prefer

Self-chosen path

And calm down with a deep breath

The death of the dear ones

It Always upsets us and takes

the heavy toll of the concentration

and develop the blurred vision

Abd blocks the mission

I get nowhere

and develop the fear

Whom should I confide?

So I consciously decide

Accept the refuge of nature

open up everything there

There is a lively atmosphere

and no one shall interfere

I think here about sadness

That always appears on the face

it reminds me of glorious spending in the past

I like it very much but it upsets

I grew under parent’s shelter

So I had not to bother

They took full care

And always looked after everywhere

I was unable to act

Especially mother’s face made me cry in fact

As a child, I felt it with shyness?

but failed to open up with frankness

I wanted to cry in open

As everything was lost in the past heaven

Nobody came to me with such kindness

As I was deep down with the finances

Here no sentiments work

Only firm stand and words play the great part

I was not only considered as the strict disciplinarian

But kind human too

I never insulted anyone

As my approach was the same and known

For me, everybody was considered an important

And that impression remained permanent

I was forced to reveal

outside world about my feelings

That I was also weak human being

even though I was considered powerful in the ring

I have done whatever I could

And in future too I would

something worries may take me over

yet I shall handle the crisis here

About the worldly affairs

I shall remain fair

and try not to be emotional

and keep it as personal

I shall surrender to the God

through prayers

and hold

belief with the golden words

I have decided to carry my burden

with blame on no one

my position has been made known

it shall be the sole responsibility of my own

Hasmukh Amathalal Mehta